hello stranger.

My brain is in a mess.


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Sometimes I feel the need to write down all that I’m thankful for (in my little diary), it’s a rather long and exhaustive list, so I feel like a lucky bitch. 

There are those things that always let us down, whatever they may be – parents, love, contact lenses – but then there are those things that are always there. And that’s where they will stay for as long as I need them, of this I am sure. 

I know someone very insecure. I said that she has every right to be that way, because she hasn’t seen the light yet. Blind faith never gets you anywhere, blaming god doesn’t give you anything, relying on sex to find love is just stupid and friends who don’t love you leaves you with nothing.

Think about it, family is there because they brought you into this world and they have some sort of an obligation to give you shelter till you can fend for yourself. Yes, they love you very much, care for you and they may be the most important people in the world to you but they are not a reflection of who you are. They are your greatest gift and they define your beginnings but that’s about it. You need to find your own way in the world, be your own person and find those who will be along with you for the ride. 

At the end of the day, no matter how much I love talking about this person, I feel sorry for her. Her need to be in the spotlight, to be the center of attention, to feel the way that she feels about things just reflects her true self and its not a pretty sight. 

People need to be fucked up by others before they can be fixed, before they can be loved. I hope she gets fixed someday.


Written by priya.balraju

November 17, 2008 at 12:13 am

Posted in Friends, Love

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  1. Nice post, so true!



    November 17, 2008 at 1:23 am

  2. The girl has a major wedgie. Eeeeeee.



    November 25, 2008 at 11:36 pm

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