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The atmosphere at work today is very chillaxed, everyone is just talking about going home at 1 (: I can’t wait to go home and hit the sack, so damn sleepy.

Since its the end of 2008, its supposed to be a time of reflection and stuff like that. So here are a few things that I’m grateful for,


cats who behave like dogs / kisses/ best friends/ family/ dresses/ hugh jackman/ edward norton/ roses/ apple/ cute and quiet kids/ romance/ studie buddies/ home/ stockings/ zooey d/ leighton meester (sigh)

I know that its a very random list, with no particular order of preferance but my mind works in mysterious ways.

And since I suck at making resolutions, I bunched up 11 of my fav from 2 1/2-Months-To-New-Year’s-Resolutions  into this little list that I’m going to keep on my desktop,


2008 has been a very good year and hopefully 2009 will be as fantastic, Have a good one!


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December 31, 2008 at 9:34 am

i want your love

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Good Monday morning to you, I’m so sleeeeeeepy.

I’m pretty excited about the fact that 2009 is in 3 days. Not because I have some fabulous new year’s eve plans or anything (actually I haven’t really made any yet), I’m excited because the 1st would mean that I only have 1 more week of waking up at 6.15am, on the last day of my internship we’re going to go dance our butts off to Kele of BP and 2 days after that The Mystery Jets will be here (: (:

What’s not to be excited about? It also would mean that I would have gotten paid for this month and that school will be starting soon, I miss my uni bitches.

Ok, its time to make some New year’s eve plans – dinner with c&c is onz though (: the question is what shall I do after??

You spin me round – Dead or alive (Its on the radio, lol)

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December 29, 2008 at 9:06 am

Posted in Celebrations, Music

gallery of broken hearts

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X’mas eve this year was great. I don’t want to go out on any eves anymore becuase staying in with great company, fantastic food and doing stupid things like acting cute with fucking annoying little santa hats (I STILL WANT TO FLAME-THROW EVERYONE WEARING ONE) is sooooo much more fulfilling.

I hope your X’mas eve was as fantastic (:


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December 26, 2008 at 9:19 am

Posted in Celebrations

there is just one thing i need

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Merry x’mas!

With two awesome possum cute little nonsensical creatures to make you smile (:

All I want for Christmas is youuuuu – Mariah Carey

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December 24, 2008 at 8:44 am

Posted in Animals, Celebrations

Tourist guide

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Two days ago I was thinking about my life, and I realised something, I’m actually happy with it. I have everything I want and if I died tomorrow I will have no regrets.

I set out this year to settle all the little problems I have and I’ve actually done it – the major thing being my mum, we’re on better terms now, I mean its never going to be a picture perfect mother-daughter relationship, but I don’t need that anymore, so it’s all good.

I’m at a really good place, I’m interning (therefore feeling as though I’m putting my holidays to good use), I have the greatest friends on earth, family is finally getting better too, I am very happy with my studies (esp this sem’s results) and hardly anything gets me down. I wake up broke somedays, I feel hungover, lazy and tired sometimes but I get over it so quickly becuase I have so much to be thankful for.

I’ve realised that the cynical, lonely, depressed person I was this time last year is a very small person now and that makes me really really happy. I told someone everything I typed out above and he said that I’ve just got very simple requirements and that my contentment makes him jealous because he has never had that.

I think in a few years I might forget such simple joy, maybe I’ll be chasing after my first car, a bigger paycheck, a perfect family, but I hope I don’t. I dont want to become one of those poeple, with no life, no hope, no joy, I want to remain this happy. So that shall be my resolution for next year and hopefully for all the other years to come.

You have no idea how gleeful I am that the holiday season is here (:

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December 22, 2008 at 3:58 pm

Posted in Personal

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a little treat

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My Macbaby crashed on me last week, turns out the hard disk is gone 😦 sent it to the hospital already, still going to take like 4-5 more days before it’s ready. I feel so naked without a laptop to come home to. So, the holiday season is upon us, not that I celebrate x’mas or anything, its just days for me to relax and catch up with people I love.

Anyway, over this holiday season I hope you have as much sex, joy and love that you can possibly handle without feeling like killing those around you (:

Here’s 2 articles to help with that, they’re cute.

Pretend your tongue is the bad cop and the clit is the guy who killed your partner. Separate him from his buddies (the lips) and suck him right up into your mouth. Now he’s on your turf. Keep him erect by creating an airtight vacuum chamber in your mouth. Slap the little bugger upside the head with one big tongue bonk. He’s not going to tell you shit because he’s a clit and he has no idea what you’re talking about, but kick his ass anyway. After a few teasers and swirling circles, rat-a-tat-tat him senseless like a boxer whacking a speed bag.

The vice guide to eating pussy

Your hand should form a tube like a skirt around your mouth, with your thumb and forefinger like a belt that meets your lips. Keep it well lubricated and don’t stay static. Your other fingers can fan and fold and tickle and tug as your mouth and tongue circle and bob up and down the top part. Most of the feeling is in the head of the penis so don’t waste too much time on the shaft. You’re looking for a tempo akin to “Pop Goes the Weasel” played at half speed. Never lose the rhythm or the concentration of your mouth up and down around the tip of the penis.

The vice guide to giving head

Cheers to great oral sex all year round people (:

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December 20, 2008 at 3:09 pm

Posted in Random

this means love

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For you I’d wait ’til kingdom come
Until my day, my day is done
And say you’ll come and set me free
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh, I heard you sing
I wouldn’t change a single thing
And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know what I’ve become – “Till kingdom come” by Coldplay

Good morning sunshine.
I can’t wait for dinner with c&c tonight (:

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December 19, 2008 at 12:25 pm

Posted in Love, Music