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Look at my diaper, isn’t it cute?

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The internet is a beautiful place.

tore my vag

She tore her vag because she slipped off a guy, I want to hear the whole story. HER VAG. How the fuck?

amputees wank

This is soooo twisted. But sooo funny.

This is the best of the lot though. You have to watch it.

“I’m in my diaper and my pink Mickey’s and I want to tell the world that I’m a fag. Yes I’m a fag… I’m just a fag, I’m a sissy fag.” There’s something about a white haired man saying things that I normally hear Weiming say that just makes it so funny.


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August 30, 2009 at 9:53 pm

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almighty sounds

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pretty picture (:

in my filthy thoughts of sunken ships
i see ur face i see the light
i lay a kiss upon your lips
you say good-day i say good night
till we lay again, side by side
i hope your sparrows will take flight
bringing me little pieces of hope that
i find so hard to find on my own.

sometimes i think ill never find again
what we had and took for granted
so many people say there is more then one
for each of us, but my heart says no, that is all
i’ve exhausted my chance, turned my back on forever
been stupid enough to believe that i’m worth more
that i’m worth more then the limitless love you give me
no one is worth more then that.

tears do not hold my secrets
i cry of anger more then anything
i know u’ve seen me at my weakest
so don’t be the merciless king
take me in, under your wing and
kiss my tears away, taste their salt
i’ll love you till my dying day,
and for now, that is all.

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August 30, 2009 at 1:07 pm

Posted in Favourites, Love

louder then sirens

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I fucking love Florence and the machine, and finally, here’s a super good video from them. Florence Welch is looking SUPERFINE in this vid, I always knew she had it in her (: She looks a little like Irina Lazaraneu, hotness.

There’s a drumming noise inside my head
That throws me to the ground
I swear that you should hear it
It makes such an all mighty sound

Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell

I hope they make “howl” next, cause that’s my fav song from the album (:

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August 25, 2009 at 3:55 pm

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hush, don’t cross the line

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Just because I’m bored and I’ve been reading alot of RSS today (:

1. Dear gods above,

Can I please wake up looking like this, I won’t ask for anything more after that.

Thank you, P.






She’s so damn beautiful.

2. fuck yeah 1zyg45c

3. I love these things (: perfect desktop images.


4. Yea, I’m in a little bit of a romantic mood today.


5. Something to totally identify with

i have been struggling for four years what some people struggle their entire lives with, being in love with someone you cant seem to be with. I have come to realize in these past four years, that love is not as hard as some people make it to be. When you are in the infinite state of infatuation, a feeling no word or emotion could ever come close to describing, you feel as though this life is worth living. And when you lose it, its unreal. Its a pain i cant describe. Every muscle in my body tenses and my heart pounds so hard i feel like it will kill me. The thing i have learned most, is that this pain proves to me that my heart and felt a happiness i may never feel again. I now know from my suffering that the time period in which i did feel this happiness was worth it. There are few moments in life in which i believe we find true happiness, a moment in which everything stands still and every emotion thought or worry is gone, and your a single soul floating in a world of ecstasy. Its a feeling i wouldnt trade for anything. There is no real conclusion to this, because its undescribable. I do know, that this pain i have felt, this feeling of hopelessness only shows me, i did once fall in love. And every ounce of faith in me, is devoted to the thought of reliving the happiness. I will always have hope.


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August 25, 2009 at 11:33 am

Posted in Fashion, Favourites, Love

Sweet nothings

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I’m running through life now.

In between school, work, projects and friends, I have almost no time for myself. I’m thinking about pampering myself sometime soon, maybe a little massage + wax day. Get some me time.

August is almost over – which means that I’m getting closer to graduation. I’m a little nervous about job hunting, so many questions about the future and as usual, there are no real solid answers for these things.

I went for a focus group yesterday, and all that I gathered from it was that I really am very mature for my age. I do not have unneccessary ribbons, I do not giggle, I do not have a whiny voice and I have enough poise to carry a decent conversation with people from any age group. I also wanted to punch a girl who was super ugly and had a fucking annoying voice. She was also damn act cute. argh. How the hell do these people get employed? loved? through life? There are some things I’ll never understand.

Have a good weekend people (: Mine’s going to be busy, but then what’s new?

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August 21, 2009 at 3:19 pm

Posted in Personal, Rant

skin me

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I know that everyone who has been watching skins is (very very eagerly) waiting for the new season to come out. I think that skins is easily the greatest tv show of our time. I know the characters are a little younger then us now, but when season 1 came out, we were all about the same age. And its such an amazingly good show. Dammit. I am so excited about season 4.

Oh and I know the boys are very well loved characters, but my fav character of the season has to be Effy, she’s just so hot. Who doesn’t like a drug doing, smoking, drinking, underage skinny girl with a very very pretty face?? All the guys in the show are fighting over her anyway.


Yea, she’s super fine.

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August 11, 2009 at 12:00 pm

Posted in Favourites, TV

drive me craaaaazaye

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lovely lovely bodies – check
smile – check
ass – check
very nice underwear – check
glasses – check check check

wah fuck. hot boys in glasses. cannot.take.it.
slightly rugged hot boys in glasses and with tattoos though – thats a whole other level of hotness.

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August 9, 2009 at 5:14 pm

Posted in Fashion